Reality
[ This Gir| ]
Just a name.
Just a face.
Just a life.
with an alter ego.
[ My Likes ]
Him.
Cats.
mushrooms.
being myself.
my girls
[ My wishes ]
Searching for my identity.
Understanding myself.
Him to be happy.
Everyone to be happy.
Not to lose contact with my girls
[ Musings ]
All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Sometimes we never find what we are searching for. Worse, we dont even realise that we need to be searching. We end up, on deathbed, not having lived a life at all.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.
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urggh
i think there shld b a device tt allows us to see when our friends have actually blogged again haha ( guess this applies more to me =þ)
im really free now sometimes, at least in the mornings before i go to work, such that i roam the house restlessly looking for housework to do can you believe that???
sigh. really miss going back to school. like what i tagged in jac's blog, it's the freedom of being NOT responsible for anybody, esp your work ( regardless of teaching, admin, data entry) well you dont have to be able to answer to anyone but yourself... geesh dont we all miss that. that's the irony of things : when we are in school, we wish like hell to get out of that mousey-grey confinement and head out beyond the barb-wired-gates-with-a-hole-at-the-bottom. but when we ARE out in the world, we wish to go back to being a student. ha ha ha. i miss skipping lessons and hiding in the com lab playing little fighter or bridging in class. i really miss everyone, all my girls. alot. very much alot.
speaking of irony, e more you love someone and cant bear to let go, the more he hurts you with a vengence. hey relax this isnt regardin my current state of romance ok, well was just feeling sad for the recent events in the love lives of my girls. sigh. love. pre-historic double-edged sword. age-old problem.
flashbacks of the past [6:45 PM]
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