Reality
[ This Gir| ]
Just a name.
Just a face.
Just a life.
with an alter ego.
[ My Likes ]
Him.
Cats.
mushrooms.
being myself.
my girls
[ My wishes ]
Searching for my identity.
Understanding myself.
Him to be happy.
Everyone to be happy.
Not to lose contact with my girls
[ Musings ]
All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Sometimes we never find what we are searching for. Worse, we dont even realise that we need to be searching. We end up, on deathbed, not having lived a life at all.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.
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finally
ok finally ive blogged..aft like 3 mths..but dis period reli reli horible and sucky and ive soo much to say over the three mths so ill slowly like update them later alrite?
e suckiest thing that had happened so far was of cos, getting fired and then havin to find another job..it took me 2 wks worth of running here and there...had 14 interviews oh man..i dont think any of you here would actually understand how discouraging and terrible it is, to send out your resume to like 100 comapnies and positions ( im not kiddin abt e no.) , and waiting and waiting for their replies...it's like dey dun even bother to tell you whether youre "OUT" or "UNDER CONSIDERATION" . trust me guys, when it comes to finding a job nxt time, what counts aint your acad qualifications. nope, not your first class honours, ur MBa, PhD, PSC scholarships or wadeva, but your work experience + if the employer likes you + whether you're cheap to hire . e.g. i applied for position of a general clerk at TUAS, so bloody desperate was i to get a job that i actually considered workin at a construction site even as a clerk, but they hired a N lvl fat n obese and super super ugly ( omg i reli cant describe her, she looks like tt ms turnbull in mathilda ) . in short, the two wks worth of running here n there reli blew my whatever -little -self -esteem -and confidence- left -aft -e "you're fired" -episode to smithereens. KA -BOOM just like that. so pls, dont complain abt how boring / tiring your jobs are, because its reli reli reli v lucky and fortunate to feel a sense of security a stable job gives. btw, im workin as a telemarketeer selling insurance now, earning like $60 / mth basic?
like hell, im fucking pissed now.
flashbacks of the past [6:51 PM]
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