Reality
[ This Gir| ]
Just a name.
Just a face.
Just a life.
with an alter ego.
[ My Likes ]
Him.
Cats.
mushrooms.
being myself.
my girls
[ My wishes ]
Searching for my identity.
Understanding myself.
Him to be happy.
Everyone to be happy.
Not to lose contact with my girls
[ Musings ]
All our lives we search for someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while,wondering if somewhere,somehow there is someone searching for us.
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Sometimes we never find what we are searching for. Worse, we dont even realise that we need to be searching. We end up, on deathbed, not having lived a life at all.
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Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
OVERWHELMED.
ok this is to explain e prev post, my mp3 got stolen by sum f*ing person cos i left in in our rm. hope it's not any student, better to be sum construction worker or cleaner cos i reli dun wan 2 believe tt any students cld hav done tt, esp aft they keep waving and callin out to u with tt reli swt smiles on their faces. geez. my mum sort of comforted/ explained it w e theory of "karma", like i stole e person's thing in my prev life or sth, so well, it's retribution.hope tt e debt is paid n ive repaid all e injustice tt ive done u alrd! this theory may b hard 2 understand for val n cher ya.
aniwae, reli glad tt jac, haha u guys shld reli like c her now, she slips easily to a role of " 'cher" like a fish in water ok..woah i c her reli reli reli more commited n dedicated than ANYTHING before, not even e A's larx. anyway im reli proud to c u reli blossom out like tt haha :)
to cher n val, we reli havent forgotten ull ok, jus like ive left e tags at cher's board..m reli sorry for not pickin ur calls cos i dun bring my hp w me in class..
and to my rest of e buddies : ting, wen, hh, pear, fang, kai, sherry, fang wei - i miss u guys lots n lots! wonder how r all of u doin, n i reli dun wanna lose contact w u all jus like tt ok..
to my dearest : things will reli work out btwn us, n im sure if bth of us r willing to put in e effort we can get thru this period tgt..aniwae this is reli jus e tip of e iceberg of e rd to come, n if we cant even pass this stage, needless to say abt e future. all i can say is that, my paths in life may be a tangled mess and reli foggy now, but i can see that all my roads r definitely interlinked with yours.
ps.cant wait for pay day!!
flashbacks of the past [8:40 PM]
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